HI MY NAME IS TANYA, IM 49 AND A SINGLE MOM OF 3 KIDS. HOW IS IT THAT YOU LIVE LIFE, HONEST , HARDWORKING , DEDICATED,TRYING JUST TO SURVIVE EVERYDAY DAY . I WENT FROM A SIMPLE AND HUMBLE LIFE,LIVING WITHIN MY MEANS LIVING PAY CHECK TO PAY CHECK AND STILL FEELING BLESSED EVERY MORNING, JUST HAPPY TO BE ALIVE AND GRATEFUL TO MY MAKER FOR MY CHILDREN ANDTO BE GIVEN ANOTHER MORNING TO WAKE UP TO . THEN A TWIST IN FATE, CHANGED EVERYTHING. OVER THE LAST 2 YEARS I WAS SUFFERING WITH SEVERE NECK,BACK AND HAND PAIN. I WAS TAKING OVER THE COUNTER ANTI-INFLAMMATORY PILLS ,PAIN RELIEF MEDICINE. IT CAME TO A POINT ,ONE DAY AT WORK THIS MAY, I COULDNT TOLERATE MY PAIN , I LEFT WORK EARLY , MY PAIN LEVEL HAD REACHED A POINT THAT THE OVER THE COUNTER MEDS WERE JUST NOT WORKING. I FINALLY WENT TO THE DR. AND ASKED HER TO SEND ME FOR TESTS AND REFFERE ME OUT TO SPECIALISTS. STARTED WITH X-RAYS THAT REVEALED OSTEOARTHRITIS/ARTHRITIS OF THE SPINE, DEGENERATIVE DISC DISEASE,MILD SCOLIOSIS. THE MRI’S REVEALED MORE DETAILED CONDITIONS, HERNIATED DISCS ,SPONDYLOSIS,COMPRESSED NERVE ROOT ABUTMENT. MY FINGERS HAVE BEGINNING STAGES OF OSTEOARTHITIS, I HAVE NODES GROWING ON MY FINGER JOINTS,IT HURTS USING MY HANDS AND THEY TEND TO SWELL AT TIMES AS WELL. MY DR’S BILLS ALONG WITH THE TESTS HAVE REACHED CLOSE TO $5,000 FROM THE DATE I LEFT WORK ,T0 5/02/ I HAVE NOT BEEN BACK TO WORK, AND REALLY DON’T KNOW IF I WILL BE BACK TO WORK, I AM IN ALOT OF DISCOMFORT ON A DAILY BASIS. SOME DAYS I CANT GET OUT OF BED. MY BACK,NECK AND HAND CONDITIONS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY AND HYPERTENSION, ARE BEING MEDICALLY TREATED. I FEEL LIKE IM BEING BURIED ALIVE TRYING TO CLAW OUT FROM THE EARTH GASPING FOR AIR, I FEEL LIKE MY HANDS ARE BOUND, I CAN’T GET OUT OF THIS CIRCUMSTANCE THAT IM IN RIGHT NOW. I DON’T HAVE THE ANSWERS FOR MY PRAYERS.
EVERYDAY THERE ARE NEW BILLS COMING IN. MY EMERGENCY FUNDS ARE JUST ABOUT DEPLEATED. I HAVE BEEN SELLING MY MOST PRECIOUS POSSESIONS TO PAY FOR GAS AND FOOD TO GET MY 11 YEAR OLD THINGS HE NEEDS..
I HAD TO START CANCELLING THINGS OUT, MY INTERNET AND TV FOR THE HOME,NEXT WILL BE THE CELL PHONE AND CAR INSURANCE. MY CAR NEEDS WORK, IT WAS IN THE SHOP A MONTH AGO AND THEY HAD FIXED IT SO ITS DRIVABLE . BUT THE CAR NEEDS TO BE REPAIRED EVENTUALLY, AND PUT IT ON THE BACK BURNER. I AM FINACIALLY ,PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY STRUGGLING, I AM IN TEARS,I AM VERY WORRIED I MAY LOOSE EVERYTHING IN A BLINK. I OWN MY HOME , THERE IS NO ANSWER TO GET MY MORTGAGE PAID WHICH IS $1,600 MONTHLY, CAR INSURANCE,FOOD,SCHOOL SUPPLIES, ETC. I AM SWALLOWING MY PRIDE,I NEVER ASKED FOR HELP EVER IN MY LIFE. AND IVE ALWAYS WORKED ALL MY LIFE SINCE I WAS A TEEN. IM AFRAID TO LOOSE MY HOME, I WORKED SO HARD ALL MY LIFE TO PUT A DEPOSIT FOR MY HOME , MY WORST NIGHTMERE WILL BE IF THE BANK ENDS UP WITH THE HOME AND I LOOSE EVERYTHING IN WHICH I PUT MY BLOOD,SWEAT AND TEARS INTO. I AM SO LOST AND AT A LOSS .
I AM PLEADING FOR HELP, I AM ASKING FOR SOMEONE TO PASS GOOD KARMA THROUGH A DONATION ,YOU WILL BE BLESSED. I PRAY EVERYDAY THAT MY PRAYERS WILL BE ANSWERED. THE MONEY WILL BE USED ONLY TO PAY OFF MEDICAL EXPENSENS, THE MORTGAGE,FOOD AND NECESITIES FOR MY SON’S BACK TO SCHOOL. THANK YOU AND I APPRECIATE YOUR TIME IN READING THIS.
IN THE BOOK OF MATTHEW IS SAY IF YOU KNOCK,SOMEONE WILL ANSWER.
IF YOU ASK , YOU SHALL RECIEVE.
I TRULY BELIEVE IN HUMANITY OF PEOPLE, THAT THEIR ARE GIVING HEARTS AND COMPASSION IN EVERYONE.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND UNDERSTAND THAT I DIDN’T POST A PHOTGRAPH . I AM A VERY PRIVATE PERSON, AND I AM VERY HUMILIATED AND DON’T WANT FAMILY OR AQAUINTENCES TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MY FINANCIAL CRISIS I AM VERY EMBARASSED AND ASHAMED.
THANK YOU