I hate myself so much for doing this and I am ashamed for it. But we are in need of desperate help to pay for utilities and we need to fix our vents because we don’t have proper ventilation for A/C or heat. Only our bathroom and one bedroom gets any A/C. We can’t bring our foster cat back until we get this problem fixed. This is a long shot asking for help. But my partner can’t work she has a rare heart condition that has been making her more ill and I have been looking for work myself that won’t interfere with my Fibromyalgia and Adrenal Insufficiency. This year has been so bad. I had to get off 4 prescription medications that were making me have severe suicidal ideations and I just didn’t want to live on these meds. Now that I am off these meds and feel like myself I am going frantic because I don’t know how things got so bad. We both have been so sick my partner is getting sicker and it’s up to me to try to fix everything. Please anything would be a big help. I am going to have to give my car up as well. Nothing is working out for us. Thank you and God bless you all. I will show that I am taking care of these issues. This money is only for the gas because our gas was turned off, our electric and to fix the vents. This is the only time I am going to use this because I never want us to be this bad again.
